Dear Doctor Butthole,

I met with a prospective pediatrician yesterday, and was not happy with what I learned... I left that appointment in tears from frustration. She insinuated that, because I was delaying the Hepatitis B vaccine and refusing the vitamin K shot altogether, I must not care about my baby suffering brain damage or contracting a disease and dying because of what I chose for her. Needless to say, I will not be using her for my daughter.

I have an appointment with my OB tomorrow. He has been mostly supportive of what I have asked for as far as Birthing Preferences. When it came to the shots, however, he simply gave me the run-around, saying, "Well, that happens immediately; every baby gets them; it's just routine". No, it won't happen immediately, THIS baby will not get them, and I guess I will have to take extensive measures to snap you out of your routine even if only for ONE birth. Thank GOD I have a Doula who's got my back and a very informed, don't-f*ck-with-me mom, both of whom will support me and make sure my wishes are followed.

I plan on including below the research I am taking with me to my OB appointment in the morning. When I had mentioned to him last week about how I wanted to delay Hep B and didn't want vitamin K at all for her based on some research I had done, he said something along the lines of, "Yeah, you consulted Dr. Google". What the ****??? No. She's not getting them. She doesn't need them. So, no thanks... And, here, read this when you're on the toilet next if you're interested in what Dr. Google had to say.